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Respected hakim sahib Asslam O Alikum for quite some time I have been having thoughts while keeping in my mind pen and sitting at the table. And I am thinking that where should I start. While writing this my hands are shaking due to embarrassment that I am very sinful and my whole existence is drenched in sin. In a very small age I have done a lot of sins. I am very pretty girl and very good looking damsel. I made it my personal weapon; whoever I liked, I made them dance on my fingers. My least sin is that that I used to talk with unrelated boys in morning and evening and used to talk with them cheap and below level talk. I used to ridicule them by making them stupid. Used to get mobile balances, get internet packages, I don’t know why I used to stay happy in those days? I used to feel all the whole world is idiot and I am the smartest person in the world.  Who knows how many I fell in love with. And how many were kicked by me.  I also used to accept their all things. My father brought monthly Ubqari a year back.

I read it and after reading I kept it aside.  And then I became busy in my previous life of sin.  

He deceived me I felt sorry for myself for a few days. Then I became busy in new friendship.  I am respect of a very pious family. I always used to think that some rich boy will become a victim of my love and will change my life. I will roam in cars. I will have a big house. I will go to the house of my poor relatives with full tantrums. My poor relatives when they will come to my house then after looking at my house , standards,  jewelry and furniture  and will bite their nails.

Now they are tense about my marriage and they say that who will get married with the daughter of a person who drives a hand cart. I laugh and tell them that you will see for yourself that what kind of people will come for marriage but all you need to do is do procedures of Ubqari magazine.

Before going I am going to write again that  I wish only if I could have found Ubqari before then I wouldn’t have spent my life in sand trap of sins. 

I will wear expensive branded clothes. My husband will take care of me from all regards. Whatever I want he will bring it for me. My life will be very pleasant and all happiness will be mine. 

Readers how stupid I was. Then another boy came in my life he also took full advantage of my stupidity. After a few months when he had his fun to full heart and I used to dream every day and after some time everything used to be shattered. No doubt God gives relaxation to his created beings and I had been given relaxation. God al mighty sent a guide in the form of Ubqari but I did no pay heed to it. if I would have opened the magazine of Ubqari or opened the website of Ubqari and listened to seminars of sheikh al Wazaif then today I would have not shivering and fighting with tears while writing it all.  Then I met another boy and I used to only talk with him all day over the phone. But he persisted that meat me outside however I did not accept it so as revenge he disrespected me in whole neighborhood. He told self-made stories of me meeting her which were of cheap nature to every other person in neighborhood. I could not do anything. He made a lot of racketing in the whole neighborhood then there was a silence everywhere after a few days. So much so that none of my brothers or sister or parents talked about it. 

This is the God’s full blessings upon me that every time I was convinced for grave sin, I was requested but my God saved me from it. When I refused to do it, then I was given bad prayers but even then I was saved from God.  I started to read all the previous Ubqari magazine and as I started to read it and then I started to get p[peace.    I realized that in spite of all my sins my God has saved from such a big disrespect, devastation and ruining. That night I cried a lot I asked for forgiveness from my God. It is all due to Ubqari magazine

Today it is same me whose none of days were passed without hiding from house folks and talking with rich boys on social media while hiding from them. Also I used to get mobile balances from them. But now I have changed, my life has changed. Today all my face book accounts have been closed. All my pictures have been deleted. Now I don’t have bank account anywhere on social media of any type.  Now it has been six months, no unrelated person has even heard my voice.  It’s been continuous six months that I hear seminars of sheikh al wazaif and read monthly Ubqari magazine.  It’s been six months I have not even stepped out of house, if I need anything I request my mother. And she brings it. Even if it’s my shoe she takes the old one and brings a new one according to her own will. My clothes are brought by my sister when she goes along my mother.  After watching me, read Ubqari magazine, my love and affection with it after seeing it my neighbor woman makes fun of me. She says Ubqari is nothing. This is an empty box and its Wazaif are useless. But I don’t take these things to my heart. I know what Ubqari is. It has taken me out of dirt and cleared me.  No doubt righteous is given by God. Not everybody gets it. I am lucky that I got Ubqari. I wish only I if I would have found Ubqari magazine to me a sinner. Then my life would not have been ruined so much. But I am happy that I got it before complete ruining.  Now I sit and think that even I would not have found Ubqari then where would I have been? Who knows what would have happened to me and my old parents might have departed from this world after hearing to my deeds. (May god keep their shadow upon me forever?)

But now I have happiness, peace, the innocence has returned upon my face. Face is peaceful and without applying any facial cream face is full of illuminati. I say prayer 5 times and say Tahajad with punctuality. All the shortcomings that happen due to house chores, I will soon make up for it by the will of God. In previous times all big handset mobiles that I used to hide away I have broken them all, only wish I have is that